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July 03 透口气生活总是充满着各种可能性的 每个人身边也会有越来越多的选择权
但是 这种选择权本身也会让人迷惑 带给你不安和无奈
可以有 不选择权么?
小时候会去向往这个人生多种的可能性 但是当慢慢长大 慢慢理解这个世界的险恶的时候 却发现 那些所谓的可能性是充满了陷阱和泥沼
不想前进 让我闭上眼睛休息一下 October 18 . .早午餐 越吃越昏沉 咖啡 提不了神 留我满嘴的 苦涩 低头等 车厢再开门 站着 同几个人 曾经 我们两个人 这个 过份认真的人生
不怀念 曾经多天真 习惯了分分合合 每次唱 生日快乐 旧愿望 还没发生 又得想 几个新的 回忆 只剩下局部
就算再和你 倒带人生 能失而复得 那时 环游世界的梦 也不再做了 只要依靠着 晚餐 还是一个人
你曾经坐在这 微笑着 热汤给我喝 想到就很快乐 我真的知足 够了 想念不小心 跳针了
别担心了 都过去了 晚餐 还是一个人
你曾经坐在这 第几餐 我都不记得 想到就很快乐 我真的知足 够了 偶尔想起你
自言自语 点点滴滴 幸福是个秘密 享受却不知情 深夜里 重播的 旧黑白片
想启示 我什么 人生箴言 我都感激 已经很随性 已经很随性 回忆 只剩下局部
就算再和你 倒带人生 能失而复得 那时 环游世界的梦 如果再做了 有没有可能 晚餐 还是一个人
你曾经坐在这
另一份 碗盘是你的
想到就很快乐
我真的知足 够了
想念不小心 跳针了
别担心了 都过去了
时间不小心 停格了
别在意了 会过去的 July 25 MaybeMaybe I don't really want to know
How your garden grows I just want to fly Lately did you ever feel the pain
In the morning rain As it soaks it to the bone Maybe I just want to fly
I wanna live I don't want to die Maybe I just want to breath Maybe I just don't believe Maybe you're the same as me We see things they'll never see You and I are gonna live forever May 09 Hands Held HighLinkin Park - Hands Held High
Turn my mic up louder, I got to say something Lightweights steppin' aside when we come in Feel it in your chest, the syllables get pumping People on the street then panic and start running Words on loose leaf sheet, complete coming I jump in my mind, I summon the rhyme I'm dumping Healing the blind, I promise to let the sun in Sick of the dark ways we march to the drumming Jump when they tell us that they wanna see jumping Fuck that, I wanna see some fists pumping List something, take back what's yours Say something that you know they might attack you for 'Cause I'm sick of being treated like I had before Like it's stupid standing for what I'm standing for Like this war's really just a different brand of war Like it doesn't cater to rich and abandon poor Like they understand you, in the back of their jet When you can't put gas in your tank, these fuckers Are laughing their way to the bank, and cashing their check Asking you to have the passion and have some respect For a leader so nervous in an obvious way Stuttering and mumbling for nightly news to replay And the rest of the world watching at the end of the day In the living room, laughing like, "What did he say?" In my living room watching it, I am not laughing
'Cause when it gets tense, I know what might happen The world is cold, the bold men take action Have to react or get blown into fractions At 10 years old, it's something to see Another kid my age drugged under a Jeep Taken and bound and found later under a tree I wonder if he had thought the next one could be me Do you see the soldiers that are out today? They brush the dust from bulletproof vests away It's ironic, at times like this you'd pray But a bomb blew the mosque up yesterday There's bombs on the buses, bikes, roads Inside your market, your shops, and your clothes My dad, he's got a lot of fear, I know But enough pride inside not to let that show My brother had a book he would hold with pride A little red cover with a broken spine on the back He hand-wrote a quote inside, "When the rich wage war, it's the poor who die" Meanwhile, the leader just talks away Stuttering and mumbling for nightly news to replay The rest of the world watching at the end of the day Both scared and angry, like "What did he say?" With hands held high into the skies above
The ocean opens up to swallow you January 29 能量守恒?
其实很多话题最后总可以扯到这上面，比如迷信一点的因果说，科学一些的各种定律，现实一些的说，昨天是个幸运的日子，好事一件一件，而今天则确确实实的黑色星期二了一把...... 刚才上台阶一只脚一滑，另一脚踏空，如果高速摄像机能够拍下的我一定是表情狰狞的同时身体在空中艰难的挣扎了两下后自由落体，随后我的同事一回头便看到了铺在台阶上一个很扭曲的“大”字 ，-_-！ 随后淡淡撂下了一句话：加班......也不至于这么积极吧~~~~ 我ft!! 我承认上台阶的时候我没留心 其实是在想另一件倒霉的事情......万恶的js阿......明天我就去找你..... January 21 我的表哥今天下午正要去打羽毛球，很久未联系的一个表哥打来了电话.很久有多久？ 大概...10年...如今的他已经年过不惑，但是言语而思想依然不改其锋芒，虽然这么长时间未见，我们竟然没有什么生疏感，就这样谈了1个小时。期间说起他一直很喜欢的烹饪，他说他现在的水平大概和大厨差不多了，上海美食节目的主持人都喜欢他烧的菜，每隔10天半月，他就会召集好友在家品评他的手艺。他还有一只狗，10年前我就见过的...他当作自己孩子一样养的一只狗，按照人类的寿命来折算的话已经91岁了。我就这样和表哥聊天，回忆。他说了很多，围棋，哲学，爱情，烹饪与诗的关系......还从他口中得知我小时候的一件趣事，我围棋的启蒙完全是靠他，学了有半个月之后，他就去带我去挑战他的一个朋友的女儿，结果我那盘被杀的一子不剩，痛哭流涕屁滚尿流的就回来了，在这不得不说的是我小时候是一个胜负心极强极强的人，简直受不了任何失败，最喜欢的棋谱就是古谱"血泪篇"（是一局下到中盘，一方因大势已去，悲从中来，一口血吐在棋盘之上而终的棋局），回来就在他的帮助下继续学习，10天后再战，我将对方全盘吃光（初学者，不是你吃光我就是我吃光你.....)我表哥和他朋友都大惊，因为他们都知道他朋友的女儿已经正式学棋半年有余......此后，我表哥便以此事为引，再添以许多非官方官方的事件，来说明我学棋的天分。整的我后来去上海他开的棋苑，还有人对我说："噢有~~~侬就次大头东讷。”现在我终于知道出处了......听着他说着我小时候的趣事 ，我忽然觉得自己还真的挺方仲永的，当年他们在我身上的期望一个都没实现，真是无颜对江南父老啊...... 说了这么多，本文的结尾还是回到他的身上吧，就套用一句电影台词的格式来表达我对他的敬佩:表面上你看他读了这么多书，烧了这么好的饭，写那么多的诗........其实，他是一个律师....... |
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